Well, I got my mark back for my second media theory option. 68% which I’m very pleased with- my highest essay mark yet (well, apart from my PDP essay last year, but I don’t count that as a real essay). I guess I should probably write now about how my essay skills are obviously improving and blah blah blah, but I’m not going to. Mainly due to the fact that my essay writing skills haven’t improved in the slightest, I just bothered to put some effort into this one.
Annoyingly enough I’m now worried that I would have made the extra 2% and got the first if I had done some minor things slightly differently. Example; Jan wrote that a minor quibble was that I had put my quotes in italics, something whih my girlfriend told me her uni marks her down for if she doesn’t do. Also, I forgot to date the films I mentioned in the first paragraph. I obviously referenced them properly in the bibliography, but I guess I had a good flow going when I was writing, intended to go back and fill in the dates later and then forgot. This was something else that Jan had made a note of. I’d be interested to know who the second marker was. I don’t recognise the signature. Looks like a “C” at the start, so I guess it could be Claudia? Thing is; whoever it is agreed with Jan that it was a good essay, which is why I think it may no be Claudia- she’s seemed to be slightly off with me ever since I sabotaged her “Media and Identity” board on Media2 with my “What Cyborg” magazine cover. I was about to post that on here, but then realised it was wiped when I gave my Dad my old laptop
Ah well.
I’ve thought some more about my dissertation, and in the light of my essay result, I was thinking of basing it around “images of conflict”, but to make it a bit more relevant to the course I thought I could maybe look at computer games etc rather than just films. Then I thought about looking at the effects debate, as there is always something to write about that. However, I think that topic has pretty much been done to death, and I doubt I could find 10,000 words to write about it. Pluss the whole issue really pisses me off (like the matrix sequels, and pirates of the carribean- don’t get me started), so my essay would probably be rather to opinionated and subjective (something I have been marked down for in the past).
Also I wanted t maybe base it around Flash, as I am loving it so much at the moment. But I don’t want to end up doing a dissertation on it and killing my passion! It would be like A-Level Media Studies all over again- every trip to the cinema for over 2 years ruined by little voices in my head going “ooh, interesting representation of women”. But then I guess there would be the same risk with computer games. I don’t play them so much anymore, but every so often they are good to relax with, you know, shoot some bad guys and pretend they’re lecturers, so I don’t want to end up sick of games thanks to my dissertation. But then maybe I just have to think about priorities….
One of which has to be getting a PS3. Played a demo of the new Gran Turismo the other day. Pretty amazing! Shame about the lack of rumble, but I’m sure they’ll get it sorted soon enough. Now if only I weren’t piss poor…
In other news, I had an awesome Idea for a Flash animation the other day. It’s going to be a 5 episode drama/action type thing , drawing inspiration from games like Max Payne, and films such as Kill Bill, and even more so Sin City. Usually I think something through half way then try to start it, fail due to lack of preparation, then get bored and give up. This time I am properly planning it out and writing the story and script, and experimenting in Flash before I try to do anything that will actually be in the animation. My main problem is that I am fucking awful at animating stuff (lack of patience I think), but I’m gonna really try with this one. To be honest I can see it taking at least a year with what I want to do, which is why I’ve split it into 5 episodes, which will each be about 5 or 6 minutes. That way I can set myself more goals and milestones, and have something to show for my work on a regular basis. Also, it makes for a nice, easy sructure to follow in each episode. Rather than have a sprawling half hour story where you can’t really leave stuff out without confusing people, separate episodes would be easier to tell the story without having to show everything- you know, you can just briefly tell people what happened in the time between episodes with a quick bit of narration.
Wow, look at me getting into this blogging thing after all my scepticism.
It’s coz I haven’t been laid now for like…. phew…. a day?